I have to admit that I’ve gotten really good at keeping my emotions in check. I don’t care what anyone says, most of the time I’m able to control my reactions without resorting to emotional outbursts. I’ve learned to just be aware of my emotions and be patient with my body. I don’t ever want to feel like I’m going crazy. I don’t want to have to worry about it.
This is something I’ve had to learn the hard way. I was working on a large project when I started getting emotional. At first it was all about getting the project done, but then it started to morph into a lot of “shoulds” and “what ifs.” Most of the time I could control myself, but some of the time, I had to resort to emotional outbursts.
It took me about a week to get my brain to even take notice. I knew I was doing this because I was too busy doing nothing. So I started by writing a blog about the project and then I wrote a post on it and then I started taking pictures of it. I couldnt wait to show the people I was on the road to do it. To get a piece of me to feel comfortable with it.
For the most part, I had been feeling really nervous about the whole thing. But after a few days of actually doing it, to the point where I could feel my heart beating when I left the studio I’d spent the past four months of my life building, I realized I had nothing to be nervous about. Even my own friends were starting to notice.
I don’t know why, but I had an irrational fear of the time loop. I didn’t even know the concept of time loops before I started doing this, so I started to think of things. I started thinking about the time loop by itself, the world of the future. I started going back to the time loop, and was in awe. After I finished the previous paragraph, I began to realize the time loop was completely out of my control.
The problem is we tend to think of time loops in terms of the past, but a lot of us experience them now. They happen all the time, but you may not realize what they are until you lose consciousness of them. This has happened to me so many times that I started thinking of the time loop as being the time between moments in time, as in, the time between yesterday and today.
I could not have put it better myself. We tend to think of time loops as a type of “event” that happens once and are over in a few seconds, but this is not the case. There is a real, slow accumulation of time in time loops. In fact, if you think of it like this, time is not a dimension of space, it’s a dimension of time.
Time is not a dimension of space, just as time does not exist in space. Time is a dimension of time. The more you think about it, the more it makes sense.
The problem with time loops is that they are a bit like a escalator, where time seems to be a very slow and steady incline. It’s not, as you might imagine. In a time loop, time seems to be an incline, slippage.
I have a friend who uses this analogy to explain the difference between a time loop and a time continuum. To explain the difference between the two, he points out that a time loop is a chain of events that is going on simultaneously. A time continuum is a continuous chain of events that can be viewed as time running down. The problem is that a continuous chain of events that is going on at the same time is much harder to grasp, if not impossible to imagine.